If life never meet, I still that I, occasionally dreaming, but didnt know that there will be like scenery in the world. But met you, destined to become the youth road that indelible scenery!

Know the name of , for the first time was in her workbooks, very neat, at least better than my dog words too much. Handwriting is good, this is my first impression of her.

First met her on the cram school, and early summer, boring English tutoring, her name, or is the only interesting thing,K, Na, alkali metal, valence is a price, ha, ha, ha, later all dont go to cram school, the only memory of her is interesting name, neat handwriting, the impression of people, very weak.

Grade the final exam, are scattered, in junior high school life is put an end to all this.

Crazy after a holiday, through the pain of military training, started a new starting point.

"Settle, adhere to 20 seconds to change again, legs to hook up, no, no, that was hooked feet, you are to carry." "This is an imaginary? Want to at the beginning, the elder
other learning time is required more time than you this long." This is once again met her, but did not recognize, of which the first sentence.

I belong to the kind of what all want to learn, can learn to be less than the best everything, all in all, what will be a little bit.

Ghost step, so SAO gas play handsome dance, I would, in the school and good solo for a gay friends, fame, many people want to learn with us, of course, a good friend, will certainly
ought her good friend.

"Go, lets go to the dining room to buy food go!" The first time I heard someone Shouting her name! Thought of the name is interesting, his neat girl.

Dialogue for the first time, two people very asshole, conversation very asshole... "Dont call  are you?" "Huh?" "Know xiao-ting zhang, Wang Jiangyan?" "Huh? Does your zha know?" I think we may be patched up class together." "Oh, its you." Then each other laugh out below, asshole, simple, but it is unforgettable.

For a time, into a trough, because a girl once, hard to fall, look for objects, play with emotions, in short the whole people have changed.

Finally,
others see not bottom go to, pulled me into the forest, grabbed me by the collar, hard beat me up. I hold them to cry out, there was a feeling, tore heart crack lung, like a long the barbs on the hand, is hard to tear off, although completely put down her, but heart be very painful.

Although we both shivers in the wind, left the force, "said the thing of the past, who also for class or not, whether the teacher in charge of the class.

"In fact, you should really find a object, also the grown up."

Somehow, I have remembered the girl, fine school pants, black canvas, write pretty girl.

"In fact I think nine to girls in class is good."

"That?"

"Oh my god, and my wife, a name. No matter, anyway take seriously to find! Lets go, school!"

Accompany her bullshit: accompany her pie than: accompany her chat piao: no words dont say. Like all people think, under my wavered, in under the flames of her friends, all in all, we come together.

Together to see you after the first side, is the festival of literature and art joint performance, our performance, I nervous jump a wrong action, though they do not say, but my heart always very guilty, but when I am beside her, hug her, can become very quiet inside, there is a kind of comfortable, cozy feeling.

That afternoon, I lost my first kiss, very happy, very happy, very comfortable. Blood is a dog, I will find more objects, so much, but I still have my first kiss, not want to friend said "too ugly, XiaBuQu mouth!" On the contrary, everyone is very good, but at the beginning, always in the mind of the barriers.

In love, always blind, always sweet, like a spirit of drugs, it is hard to extricate themselves.

Crowded bus, hand in hand together pressure along the road, the li
ary meditation, every day accompany her bus, she write note to me every day, told me she have a fun day, sorrow. Across the years, together we kiss from terminating the matters. After the New Years day, I wake up in class a feeling of forget everything, mind a blank, but I always remember the name of jayna.

The most beautiful is the most short time, eventually ending will be the dog blood.

Twenty days winter holiday, I dont have to contact her, the in the mind is strong not turn miss, want to contact her, but, after all, I dont know how, with what a reason to look for her

New Year, a jubilant festival, but the day before the Spring Festival, my mood fell to the bottom, she said to me, she know her to find objects in the home, his mother take her, and seized the phone, she thought for a long time and feel like Im sorry family, or a separate with me.

My mood as if like a child lost just got the most beloved toy.

Heart is very empty, 30 day, drink a lot, for the first time he gets drunk, suddenly found that drunk and mood has a lot to do, not drunk that night, and she said a lot, I forgot to say what, but we made up again.

A smooth piece of wood, when it is set in a nail, he was destined to cant again like the original, even if the nails are pulled out, can trace but could not get rid of the after all, isnt it?

A vacation, a lot can happen, can let a love precipitation more thick, also can let once hot heart to calm down.

My love for her and miss more, maybe it is the strong things, let her feel sick. Always think about the love for her to touch her, little imagine, was pushing her further. Finally, all of a sudden, but also the seeds already, just dont want to accept.

Blood, bone, skin, muscle has a weight of two people, has been the wind blow it.

The moment my tears burst its Banks. Thus ends the? Come fast, go slow.

I dont want to give up, I always by her side, even if she hates me, her hair about let me know how much she hates me, but I still dont also reluctant to give up. Ive been in.

For her birthday, and for the first time I saw her cry, just because I do a video, she moved to cry.

I know moved is moved, after all it is not love. Even so, but I never regret behind the pay.

Write, changed again change, always all is not reach their satisfaction degree; Draw pictures: background images, one is I draw personally; Learn, go to the li
ary to borrow the videostudio tutorial, from learning skills; Video recording, searched her good friends, let them shoot video, accidentally met her primary school a few girlfriends, let them help with the video screen, but they didnt come to the last weekend, after all is a kind of regret. This video
ings together all of my work, a number of overnight, subtitle, cut music, do animation image.

Behind the work, it goes without saying.

Touched would like into love, but wont turn to love. Touched is touched, it is not love!

Just know wine thick, love drunk before Fang Xiao sisters.

May Day that day, have to drink a lot, very afflictive, very ashamed, sing sing to cry out in front of her, also said a lot of nonsense in the evening.

Knowing that impossible, even refused, but still made a bet, eventually lost, lost to his stubborn heart.

Finally one day, I malicious to settle her from my friends list of deleted.

Turn around, tears will fall; Wave, the heart still hurts.

Do I still cant let go of her, still added a come back, but she had become far away for me.

Suddenly a flash, grow a lot, grow up a lot.

Like a line:

- we love each other?

- love.

- how long?

- like a flash.

- the rest?

- the rest is endless struggle and miss, there is no miracle in my life.

- what do you want me to believe that?

- I want you to believe that I have been efforts!

Yes, once tried, thats all I can do, seems to only make once efforts into the bottom of my hearts memory, to believe, seems to be loved.

What is grow up? What is growth? Pain, despair, despair, when all this then as if nothing has occurredly continue to live in the past, then you are grown up, have to know what is the most important of this age, can handle everything, reason is to coordinate all relations, comfortable living, dont want to, dare not to dream again.

Fairy tale beautiful love, thats how illusory, it is not in sight, where is he? In my heart already lousy in the bottom of my heart, in the bottom of my heart to give it an existing space, lousy in the bottom of my heart!

I want to be when I meet a feeling again, I have been able to treat it rational, can the reasonable distribution of the proportion of it in my life. Would be ready to go to the last, also ready to her walk away, no matter what happens, is should, because of life, we need to grow.

What I need is not an answer. But when life pushes us; It taught us some sense: when it threw me some pain; I can
ave took it, and then step down!

Yes, such as the love this thing, this let we grow!