In march, the school also have three weeks.

She also seems not in the mood for love.

Finally took the best high school, but not expected. The unknown new school, all of the unknown, she felt so confused and helpless. She missed the group of junior high school friend, but ended up to go to different schools, or good or bad, or far or near.

Walked into the school for the first time, a small pool was greeted, several located on the ornament, the arbitrary static. Is not far from the first few rows of camphor tree, one of the special tall tree, the trunk should be surrounded by several people can all live, but do not know why, the trunk has a big gap among them, the empty. Her heart began to empty. Camphor tree many
anches have to squeeze the extended the four edges of bag, dish Qiu wolong. Must have been a GuZhang in one hundred, under the tree there is a piece of stone, engraved with a GuZhang fu. Again in the distance, is a playground and a few school buildings. The walls of
ick red color has an antique, is her yearning and feeling, but seemed to disappear in the twinkling this feeling.

2.

New teachers, new classmates.

Her low laugh: "another three years." From one again to make new friends, was like peas and carrots again, three years later, then waved goodbye go their own way. That sounds like the life in constant into an infinite loop, but, after all, people and objects are different.

The teacher in charge is an unsmiling man, this character must have is derived from his another identity - grade group leader. The first day of school for all stressed discipline, and said he was very busy dont have a lot of time to students of class, after all, hes center of gravity should be for the whole grade rather than just a little high. She missed the previous female teacher in charge, attentive and considerate, when she was the most helpless tension will always beside give encouragement and comfort. And then, she is also a leader in the class, the teacher likes. But now, she is just a new class of obscurity, but she can accept, after all assembled here is excellent students from various places. But she still will often feel lonely, this kind of feeling always somehow welled out from the heart, like a shadow covered in heart.

3.

Or get to know new friends. May not be a friend, just a companion. She just dont want to a person to and from the classroom, dormitory and canteen, it looks so lonely.

She found herself subconsciously in friend to tie my shoe, when standing beside him when she is finished; Quickly after the meal and then sit there quietly wait friend eat; Will be found in every friend isnt around nowadays means to look back... This is her best friends before "teaching" to her, they are so accustomed to each other for three years.

Here treat friends found that not everyone is the same. When someone is in her shoes no longer standing beside him, there will be no longer on the side watching her unconsciously, no longer someone to find her... Everything is different now. She drop the eyes and eyelash also forms a shadow.

She missed the lads and tease than they, if they were here, will be in each time the bell, grabbed her hand and ran all the way; Will affectionately called they give themselves the nickname; Will have something all right to side a few jokes, make a few 2; Will come here once in a while a few words of ridicule but beside others firmly in his cynicism to give back; If they were here... But they are not here after all.

4.

Then, lot of learning task frantically coming like a rising tide of seawater, the first wave of the sea can make the person upset.

In the waves, she tried to stop response. Just like a small boat to stable the boat in the storm, do not lose the direction. Although very hard, but also good to
ace myself. Sooner or later, she thought, she would adapt to this fast-paced, adapt to the storm.

She is obviously dine. Girls in general science thinking is bad, she is also a member in this general. Sometimes she didnt even know what the teacher was saying, rhythm completely couldnt keep up with the teachers thinking, often in one step slow half racket, get stuck behind. Make sense of the half racket, such as the teacher a question and finished.

Look at the papers to the Red Cross and verge to pass the exam score, she only smiled wryly. Hum, I dont argue with you, man, this is not perfect. She is lucky, you can choose what you like more than a year, is good at subjects, so they dont have to pay too much attention to small failure.

Only after such consolations, she sullenly prone on the table, staring blankly miraculously looked out of the window, and always see the sun at this time is peeps in through the window on the table, formed a little bit of light and shadow.

5.

The class cadre campaign day. More than half of people are eager to go up to speak in the class, for fear that others robbed his "officer".

She hesitated to dont also go up, but in the end or not. Somehow, she always feel she has dont want to have cant again like to be three years before all devotedly spent in her position, although she really like the job, really very loathe to give up.

She dont know if she is not confident or anything else, think the position will not win the election for the first time. Because know master here too much with honors students gathered? No, it isnt, she tried to deny, because he wanted to spend more time on study and have side wu. She said, say less than the in the mind. Because the heart really know why, so I cant be strong reason to persuade.

She just sat in the audience, as a spectator hotly contended for looking at the stage that group of people, round and round, finally by looking into a visitor.

She thought, maybe I just standing in the shade, hide yourself, dont want to be known, because she didnt want to be found and then as the complement of the light.

7.

Junior high school, she always sat in the front, because is short.

That a to high school when the teacher to arrange seat, she transferred to the last. She was angry and confused, she didnt understand what the teacher is for the standard to change position. Say its height, itself is not high, even we can into the girl one of the shortest in the class. According to the result, havent started monthly exam.

She after class to also cant see, so we have to borrow the classmates glasses and their glasses together to look at the blackboard. But there are still a lot of inconvenience.

So a few days down, she thinks she is going to collapse. She admired in the teachers calm, want to come or dont draw attention to themselves, too ordinary.

Finally, she unbearable, again how also can not wronged himself. She wrote a long seat transfer application form, one full, wrote three class time very seriously.

Then she carefully put the application on the teachers desk. She thought of her words polite respect and subtle earnestly, and reason also true enough, the teacher there is no reason to be rejected.

So two days later, the head teachers still not. Like dropping a small stone thrown into the sea and a little waves and then instantly calmed down.

She comforted wryly: "perhaps the teacher too busy and havent seen or maybe the teacher is arranging."

8.

So comfort, comfort from Tuesday to Thursday, and comfort from Thursday to Friday. Will be allowed to return home on Friday, stay here, she felt depressed, repressed to suffocate.

The first section of the teacher in charge teacher after class, she did not know to which come of courage, suddenly walked to the front of the teacher, carefully and asked, "teacher, you saw my letter of application?"

The teacher replied: "oh, I see ah, is arranging. Can change next week, but you have to add some glasses degree, because after make sure every students can see clearly in any location, location is changing, in turn ensure a fair and just."

She nodded, a sigh of relief, is to turn, the teacher asked, "whats your name?"

"? Me, my name is......" She quietly say his name, look have to turn away immediately after the teacher nod.

On his way back to the classroom, encounter a junior high school friend, friend excitedly cried her nickname: "sparerib!" And then directly excitedly, to a warm hug.

Her heart one earthquake, feel the in the mind that immediately fill the empty place.

9.

Friend hard to pull her to go to dinner, complaining loudly of the way the two why not in a class. She smiled, god, who can blame!

Way that Fang Xiaochi, she saw a large pool of pink located are enchanting blossoms, surrounded around a bunch of lotus leaf, lotus leaf swam under a group of red goldfish. Or play, or rest. At the moment, the sun was pouring in that some flowers on the lotus leaf, see a shadow.

She smiled, and walked on.

And then saw the great ancient camphor tree. It seems to be more big tall and straight, among a large empty seemed completely will not affect its growth. The sun shone through the leaves is.

Looked up at her and saw a large streamed into the shadow of the leaves, through the shadows, saw the sun behind her, dazzling.

That moment, her understanding, standing in the shade again low, laughing, friends stood by unknown so. But at the moment, the
eeze not rashness, sun is.